Following up from the last post: ↓
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Here’s part two of my reflections after working as an erotic therapist for four months.
This time, I’d like to look back on my personality and traits.
As for my personality,
I feel very fortunate that this line of work aligns well with who I am.
As I briefly mentioned in my previous post,
I’m the type of person who finds deep joy in contributing to others.
For example:
– Bringing joy to someone
– Lifting someone’s spirits
– Being of service to someone
This work provides many such moments,
and through them, I’ve experienced a genuine sense of fulfillment.
That said, there’s one thing I’ve quietly wrestled with.
It’s the realization that—I may not have a particularly strong sex drive,
nor a deep sense of sexual adventurousness.
I do believe these are important aspects in this profession,
and having them might make someone more naturally suited to it.
Still, I wonder if something within me might awaken one day, triggered by the right moment or experience.
If that happens, perhaps the way I approach this work may also shift.
That possibility remains open.
Now, regarding my traits:
I’m
– 185 cm tall
– Weigh 85 kg
– Muscular build
My physique is a bit unusual by Japanese standards,
and I’ve been fortunate to meet clients who are drawn to it—which honestly makes me happy.
Of course, a larger build comes with its own challenges and things to be mindful of,
but it has also made me more determined to refine my body, which I consider one of my strengths.
Lastly, just a little aside:
I’ve always had a love for history, especially ancient Rome.
Back in the days of the Colosseum, around 2,000 years ago,
victorious gladiators were highly admired by upper-class women.
My goal, too, isn’t to simply be "a strong man"—
But to become a therapist like a gladiator:
one who combines strength with intelligence and refinement.
That’s the kind of person I want to become—and I’ll keep working on myself toward that vision.